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Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Will you ever understand? Do you even know It break my heart when the one I love couldn't see how much he meant to me? Its so difficult. At one point im so hurt because u cant see that you are brking my heart. Yet at another point im the one at faults for not being able to make you trust me, unable to let you know that my heart has broke don't know umpteen times. Im the one at fault for not giving you more attention, more love, more understanding. I'm not understanding, not good enough. Im selfish, useless and much worst a crybaby. You took care of me enough and thats so great. Yet i tried to took you for granted. Darling, i love you. So i wont say anyt at all. Its all my fault. So its okay. Im sorry for making you sad. And i have confirmed something. One day if i break up with you it wont be because i dont love you anymore, its just that im not worth it seriously. Im so sorry. Ily. If you read this, fine, its meant for you anyway. I just hope you can understand me. I just want to write my feeling out or im gonna burst. Sunday, January 1, 2012 31st of december When out with daoyong and went to USS. Had alot of fun seriously. Went for alot of rides. Loves the pyramid the most. Thanks boy, you give me the best times i never had. 10.30pm Went to marina square to wait for 12am to strike for 2012. Saw those fireworks, thanks alot boy, iloveyou. After that tried to take bus to go home but wait so lonq still dont have bus.. So tried to catch a cab for fucking 3hours hahha. Walk and walk all the way to niu che shui ! hahaha, die me. 1st jan and slept for the whole day to 4pm. Woke and went to marina again with my family to eat. After that went to watch "Dragon Gate" until 2am. another day just went by like this and it's 2nd jan. Tomorrow school starts.. Boy imissyou . Imissyou. Imissyou so much. I miss you until i wanna die. I miss you until i couldn't take it so im blogging it now. I miss you so much that i called you and want to listen to your voice but you didnt answer it. I miss you so much that I am so tired but i couldn't sleep because all i can think of now is you. I miss you so much that words seriously couldn't describe. I miss you alot alot alot. I miss you until I tear. Why do i miss you so much now idk why. Just feel so. I want to hug you now. Wish you are by my side.. Imissyou. |
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